Numb

22:13:04 I don't think you get it like this isn't a trial run. You can't run numb right now so you'll have the opportunity to run love in the future. You're not saving up feeling for the next life. You're not saving moments. You're passing them. It's not go numb for right now and I'll have joy when I want to feel it. It's go numb, then go numb. This is not practice. Life just doesn't start when you say so. When you decide to step in. When you decide to play. When you decide it begins. You've already decided and the game has already begun. It's running. It has always run, and as it runs, you're playing numb. You've already begun. The game has already begun and you're running numb. The game started yesterday. It started a year ago. A decade ago. It started when you were born. It began before that first moment. The game runs. No stops. No exceptions. There is nothing to wait for. There is nothing to start. There is no when for your then. When I [_], then I'll.... There is no [when]. It runs. It doesn't stop. Start now. Feel now. Be now. 22:20:50

29 Maggio 2025