Messaging

Circa 10:37

I have a question.

When you message people, do you give yourself?

By that I mean, do you give yourself fully?

I've noticed when I say I'll respond to someone later it's because I am not presently in a position to give myself, so I'm waiting. I'm waiting for the right moment to do it.

By give myself, I mean, when I respond to someone, when I respond to a message, I exit my present moment. I leave where I am, I exit my current state, my current space, and I go into a space that is just between you and me. It is then as if you are present right there with me and we speak. I hear words in "your" voice and I produce words in mine. With full affect. And we speak. I speak, then I transcribe. It's a projection of a date in some sense. On another plane. We may as well have met for coffee because in the energy I'm giving, I'm there. As far as the state I'm in, I'm there. It doesn't matter the kind of relationship. This happens when I message. My mind is there.

So do you give yourself fully?

There was a period when I didn't do this so I know I know how not to do this, but that period was very particular. It had to do with my general routine. I know it's possible for me not to do this, but I would have to practise. I would have to practise not leaving the present moment to enter a space with only you when I send a message.

I don't have to practise anything. I don't have a problem with what I do. I was just curious. How do you respond to messages?

10:53

[Published from drafts 30 ott 2025 circa 02:49:01-02.]